After you discover your husband cheated, you may feel a great deal of shame and embarrassment. It’s a natural reaction—but it can leave you feeling immobilized and cut off from the rest of the world.
Before the affair happened, maybe the one person you always went to when you needed to discuss an issue or were feeling pain was your husband. Now, your husband is the author of that pain—and your husband is the last person from whom you’ll seek comfort.
Many wives feel stuck: their closest confidante—their husband—has been cut off from them. Now who can they go to? And with this humiliating revelation of being betrayed by the person they loved and trusted?
It’s a challenge to know who you should trust next. You certainly have a support system around you: friends and family who love you and want to protect you. They may be who you want to turn to during this time of pain.The other option is to keep it all to yourself and discuss it with no one. Some wives feel so embarrassed and ashamed by their husband’s actions, they can’t stand the thought of anyone else finding out.
One of the first concerns upon learning of the affair was, “Does anyone else know about it?”Then, there’s the wife who relishes the idea of humiliating their cheating husband, letting everyone know what a skunk they’ve married. They all but hanging a banner from their home that proclaims “a cheater lives here,” and they feel a sense of satisfaction in having found a way to strike back for the pain they’ve been caused.
Let’s look at what you should think about before you make your decision to confide in anyone about the affair:
Option #1: Confiding in Friends and Family
You have a support group of friends and family, but whether or not you should confide in these people is a decision you should think carefully on.The reason why is, these people want to protect you. Your husband may now be seen as a “threat” rather than a protector, and their first thought will be to circle the wagons in an effort to protect you—to keep the enemy out.
If you decide to confide in friends and family, you may want to be selective both in whom you tell as well as what details you provide. If you do confide, ask the person to maintain neutrality. Also, let them know what you need in the way of support.
People don’t always know how to offer support. If you simply need an ear, let the person know that this is all you need—you aren’t looking for advice.
Option #2: Keeping Silent
During this emotionally painful time, there’s a natural tendency to want to turn in toward yourself and lick your wounds. While you will need some alone time to process emotions, be sure you’re aren’t avoiding the human race altogether.Now more than ever you need to be reminded that you can trust others, and that not everyone will hurt you.
Reaching out to your support group—if only to do something other than think about the affair—is healthy. Maintaining your silence about the affair is your choice, but if you need a friend to sit with you, ask them to meet you for a coffee and talk about other aspects of your life.
Did you know we have a large Facebook support group available for you during this time. Affair Recovery Support Group
Option #3: Shouting from the Rooftops
While publicly humiliating your husband may feel sweet at first, if you’re hoping for reconciliation, it could kill your chances.Telling everyone of your husband’s mistake is in its own way a betrayal of trust. Yes, it is the ultimate mistake—and it has hurt you deeply—but it doesn’t mean everyone has the right to know about the intimate details concerning your marriage.
Just be sure, before you decide to broadcast the news, that you carefully think through any repercussions. You may feel good in the short-term, but try to think of your long-term gain.
My Advice
In the 7- step infidelity recovery program, the very first agenda item is a recommendation for both people to find a same-sex friend, who is a friend of the marriage that can be an ongoing confidant. It is so important to have somebody to share your deepest thoughts and feelings, especially during this time. Somebody that will not judge your relationship once it gets back on track. Somebody who understands people make silly mistakes!
Infidelity happens more often than not these days, so it is much better to have a logical friend who has seen you happy in your relationship over the years, and can remind you of the reasons why you can move forward. A good friend can help you through a bad day – or save you from entering into a toxic argument.
Your Thoughts?
What are your thoughts on confiding in others?
What prompted your decision to confide or not?
Do you have any regrets about confiding in others?
Please share your thoughts by leaving a comment below
I shared only with a few of my closest friends who have also dealt with infidelity and my brother and sister who I am also close with. I did tell two of my husband and my mutual friends because I was lashing out to damage his reputation with people I knew thought highly of him. I wanted to hurt him because he hurt me, and that was a mistake because they are neutral and won’t pick sides, which made me feel like they didn’t care about what I am going through. I think it’s a personal choice and to be careful who you share with so that you only choose people you know will support you. I am almost one year out from D-day and still have not gotten to forgiveness. It’s a very painful process to go through and it never really goes away.